it's a few more days to exams.
i'm pretty dead i'm sure.
but after that, school will only reopen in august.
:D
but i have PA to do.

currently, i'm stuck in a fix.
okay, well you see i've been deciding which steps to take.
i don't want to fall into yet another abyss.
but at the same time, i can't stand being left alone by you.
i need time, you need space.
so simple and yet i can't stop pondering.

at first i need time to get use to being alone.
now i need time to get out of singlehood.
ho ho ho.
contradictory yo!
i don't want to lose you but i'm scare of losing myself.
and if i hold on too tight, it slips through my fingers.
like what kinda sick game is this?

my apparent priority is my coming exams.
but you can't focus on your books.
neither can i.
when i can sense something's wrong.
call me psychic or paranoid.
the woman's intuition is always sharp.

- evan